FOUR YEARS OF PAIN – November 2, 2008 – NOVEMBER 2, 2012
Today is the 4th Anniversary of your death. I miss your HUMBLE, GENTLE SOUL, I miss your UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, I miss your BEAUTIFUL SMILE, I miss the WEIGHT OF YOUR BODY leaning against mine for a FULL- BLOWN HUG, I miss your HEART that was always full of LOVE for your FAMILY and OTHERS, I miss your generosity to GIVE of YOURSELF without wanting anything in return, I miss your DAILY PHONE CALL after your last class saying, “HEY THIS IS ANNIE, I’m on my way home,” I miss are DAILY CHATS, I miss you DRAWING AT THE KITCHEN TABLE, while I was cooking dinner.
Annie’s drawing of our family Beagle
My HEART HURTS Annie and is in pain every day because I cannot get justice for you. The deepest part of my soul hurts. The gut of a mother knows her children. I know you. I know you deserve the TRUTH. I know you deserve JUSTICE. I know you deserve to have been buried with your ORGANS. I know you deserve ANSWERS. I know you ARE A VICTIM. I know you deserve to have your murder INVESTIGATED.
Annie, you have always helped others. I hope this blog will not only serve to get you the answers you deserve, but will help other victims of crime that do not have a voice.
Annie, I Love you so much. Love Mom